I do not step out and acknowledge many things so this is an auspicious day. I even cleaned up to receive the. award. Thank you to my #almamater#michiganstateuniversity for the award of #humanitarian efforts for the #shortfilm#musicvideo - #Thesecolors (on #youtube now) and the song #tightrope which has brought awareness to the plight of opportunity rehabilitation / justice in the US legal system nationwide. The video was blessed to become a viewing tool for the underage that toured the Midwest and country helping enlighten others to the circumstance. To be acknowledged in love and see a continued support in my quest to make the world a better place through entertainment is truly a blessing. To the wonderful people of MSU who cared when my wife passed, cared when I made controversial art and cared when the academy awards denied the project because it didn't fit an agenda, I thank you. To those who love and care for me across social media, I have worked through my demons and over the next two weeks, myself #DOA and #pirate13nation and finally, to all those who value art, love, God, Universe and yourself, my commitment is to be a soldier of good in the fight against a system that wants to control us. I love you all. Thank you.
I love the universe and I am definitely grateful for everything and everyone I have. I hope to touch the world with these words and thoughts one day. One of my main two main manifestations is for a soulmate and to travel the world through music and hug all of you. Bring my universal energy to you and we can share the postivity. I don't know how you will feel on the other end of this writing but I am a firm believer in the universe, and all its powers of positive affirmation and manifest ion. I script on a regular basis and I hold so much love and hope in my heart for the world of humanity to awaken soon to the power in the universe. Hell, maybe I'll find a spell to cast on everyone to smile instead of the negativity society is mulling around in now...what do you think, will it work?
I wanted to make today's post different. I had planned on making videos and all types of supporting content but as I always do, I wish to be transparent (truthful) with all of you. Since the scarring accident I have periods where I avoid the camera because of the way I look. An obstacle I will need to conquer very soon as the music career begins to propel, It is difficult for survivors of trauma and scarring incidents to feel good about the way they look when you no longer see the person you once did in the mirror and yes on some levels that comes from internal dialogue but as human beings, it just is the truth. I am hoping to soon have a corrective surgery but in the mean time, every once in a great while even a king needs self-healing.
With that mouthful said, let's get on to the topic at hand and it is a HUGE one. I would like to give a brief explanation of my beliefs in the universe and how you can better your life with this mentality as well. For years it has felt as if I was cursed. Many bad things happened and I just always washed it under the bridge as you have a million bad luck things happening so you can accomplish the talents you were given, not in a marter type of mentality but more a checks and balances type of life payment. I always felt weird for my beliefs and kept them secret.
My wife passing away was the worst and greatest thing to ever happen to me. Strange statement but let me explain why: her passing was the worst because I lost my best friend, love, and the one person who knew me better than anyone on this planet. I both grew up and became lost when she died all at one time.
Now, it was also the best. Strange statement I know but here is why: becoming lost after her death made me search my soul, made me search for answers or in better terms, find a new happiness which and unexpectedly makes you actually seek out your own self containing happiness. Her passing was horrible because I lost her but it made me search for and find my soul which in turn and strangely enough, becomes one of the most soul freeing experiences one can have.
As I mentioned above, I always felt a bit ashamed of my cosmic / life / checks and balances beliefs. I grew up in a social norm that looked down on said gravitational beliefs. It was based souly in Catholicism and I am uncomfortable with basic Christianity so I just stayed stoically quiet and kept my feelings to myself. (very unhealthy by the way). I began opening my mind with Taoism which to this day is my base belief because it is less a religious based and more common sense structuring of the mind and disciplining of the soul. Tao speaks to me and I do love it.
However for me, Tao alone was not enough to answer this silent belief in the checks and balance system that I always had a feeling exists until #YouTube exposed a lamen such as myself to the thoughts in the Law of Attraction, Tesla 3, 6, 9. power of the energy in the Universe and I have become acutely interested in magic as of late as a passing hobby. I will include three videos below to explain:
I love Master Sri Akarshana and here is a little video on Law of Attraction and Manifestation:
I love Summer and her Tesla 3, 6, 9 method:
I love Lucie and her postive views of the Universe / Energy / Manifestation:
Magic is just fun for me, more of a hobby or just like watching the videos, you may find it fun to review as well:
So, now with all of the that compounded information thrown at you, how did this all combine into the belief I hold today that made my journey to just recently so complete and may help you as well. Well, because of this simple fact:
For even the most skeptical of souls, the analytical, the scientific, there is a feeling of needing a higher power or spirituality BUT the common sense of it all gets in the way. I have found that belief in energy (proven by Tesla and being researched by the world of science currently) and how it works in the Universe is undeniably true. The thought there are no wrong pieces to the universe and it all fits together like a jigsaw puzzle:
I am a bad boy / good man / performer / beast so I will not sit here and pretend I am a trained professional who knows everything. My basis for all of this is ONE THING. When my soul was a bit disillusioned and I didn't understand, the Law of Attraction and Universal Energy thinking came into my life and it all made sense. All of the trials I was put through were for a purpose or reason to BE the good dude, entertainer that I am becoming. It was to see if I was ready for the calling and to live up to expectation with a good heart, mind and soul. I was vibrating low at times and these thoughts taught me to flip my thinking and when trials come in front of me I merely understand it is a test from the universe to see if I can handle the burden and come out the other end with a pure heart and mind.
Lastly, the reason L.O.A and the Universe make so much sense to me is because, to be honest, regardless of belief, to do the things required to attain manifestation are just ways we as humans should be any way. You should correct your life, do better by people, work hard for your dreams, believe in yourself, believe you have attained happiness and are rich by your soul. Be grateful for what you have and will have coming in the future and believe through hard work, dedication and self affirmation, you can achieve anything. It doesn't take strange mystical beliefs or scientific fact proving to tell you these are common-sensical things we should all want to attain any way...
As for magic and spells and otherworldlyness, well, you will have to make up your own mind, I just think it's fun and considering I am a pirate anyway, taking a spell or two onto the seven seas for a long journey, well, it just makes sense.
I love the universe and I am definitely grateful for everything and everyone I have. I hope to touch the world with these words and thoughts one day. One of my main two main manifestations is for a soulmate and to travel the world through music and hug all of you. Bring my universal energy to you and we can share the positivity. I don't know how you will feel on the other end of this writing but I am a firm believer in the universe, and all its powers of positive affirmation and manifest ion. I script on a regular basis and I hold so much love and hope in my heart for the world of humanity to awaken soon to the power in the universe. Hell, maybe I'll find a spell to cast on everyone to smile instead of the negativity society is mulling around in now...what do you think, will it work?
Love & Spanks,
Is it really such a horrid thing to find happiness in the happiness of another if you love yourself enough to let go of selfish acts and embrace self-less-ness to create a beautiful but imperfect world for love to thrive in?
Today I am going to begin a new feature for everyone. Sunday is a day to recharge the battery and reflect on the day. In many ways, Sunday mornings for me, have always been a day to connect with emotional expansion and deep thought. A fine day for both reflection and showing appreciation to the universe so with this in mind, I will touch on Sunday mornings I will touch upon topics that are close to my heart and call this feature: Sunday Morning Coffee. So, in the spirit of my new featured writing section, grab your favorite beverage, sit back and let's share thoughts, notes and bare our soul's to one another. From a smile to a tear, I do hope "Sunday Morning Coffee will touch your heart as much as does my own.
Yesterday an interesting topic was brought to my attention. In a nutshell, it was summarized that any man who attempts to please a woman or take care of her is considered a "simp" in our current day in age. Now, for any of you who may not be familiar with this terminology, Simp is a slang insult for men who are seen as too attentive and submissive to women, especially out of a failed hope of winning some entitled sexual attention or activity from them.
Translation? The word simp is meant to troll young men for doing anything for a girl to get some action he supposedly deserves. Massively trended among late 2019 and early 2020 due in part to a TikTok trend among male members of Generation Z called “Simp Nation.” The slang has been criticized for stereotyping such men as effeminate and implies women are manipulative sexual objects.
So, the term is used to degrade men who do seemingly kind things for women in the attempt to get laid with failure for the most part BUT now the term has evolved into serving as a word used to stereotype men who are kind to a female in a derogatory manner in the attempt to find masculinity through negativity.
This I find interesting for many reasons, for the most part, the term is most noticeable when applied to the insecurities of those using the term and the true intentions of why said term is aimed toward another man. In our set coffee time, however, I will not use this platform as a "bash-worthy" moment to speak on childish behavior and ignorance because I judge my readers to be much more intelligent than such low brow comments would find necessary to be understood and intention and instead, like my mentioned beliefs in the beauty of the power within our universe and how the "law of attraction" works, I, instead would like like to quickly like to speak on the what is beautiful in a relationship and with the help of my gorgeous friend Adele and her wonderful song called: "Lovesong" which I have posted in appreciation on #YouTube to accompany my thoughts, here is my take on the word "simp" being applied to truly engaged, empathetic lovers.
As hinted above, my personal take on the word "simp" being applied to a good man with a good heart is simply ignorant and small and this is why:
Love in it's truest form is not a one sided act. True love is not manifested or kept alive by one lover alone. The biggest mystery about love that aids to the failure in most relationships is simply that love is NOT an easy road to take 24/7/365 and many who trudge that road end up failing because they simply did not wish to put in the work. For those relationship guru's, many of my thoughts and expositions can be seen a trips into co-dependency and I acknowledge your analogy now, however, i would like to state that i do not fully agree. I don't think that being fulfilled by bringing your lover happiness or a healthy addiction to watching their smile when you take care of them is necessary co-dependency IF you have learned to love yourself and do not trade said love in for servitude but rather enjoy bringing you significant other happiness because it simply is a silent beauty measured by a caring soul who truly loves another.
Is it really such a horrid thing to find happiness in the happiness of another if you love yourself enough to let go of selfish acts and embrace self-less-ness to create a beatiful but imperfect world for love to thrive in?
Are you telling me such #oldschool #chivalrous acts as opening the car door for your lover, buy her favorite gum on the way home because she may run out or taking his or her hand in the car and kissing her fingers just so they will give you one beautiful smile that makes the dreaded trip oh, so worthwhile is a sign of weakness or sad attempt at controlling their sexual intentions? Is loving to kiss someone or needing to know they love you one more time because knowing they love you above all other fish in the sea is the most wonderful thing you've ever known truly a sad and weak act of shame as stated and forced upon society using the slang words to demote people from good hear ted to weak, blind and sad examples of a race, sex or religion? How the hell did this type of thinking become a common denominator in our society and when did weak social norms leave happen stance and find themselves promoted to rational thinking and labeling in our society?
To say I am a bit saddened by this type of labeling is an understatement. Honestly, I am not really understanding the full intention of the "why" others would judge so harshly but as I always say, fuck 'em if they don't get it.
In the end, what others say and think truly has no bearing anyway. It is all a societal game of cliche' that ends up empty and heartless in the end. My opinion on this topic is simply this:
Yes, a person should never be a slave of the body or mind to another for sure, BUT "simp" is a stupid word, used by ignorant people trying to gain simplistic control out of insecurities they never worked through and I am guessing most drive large trucks, over-weight train and have a complex of small stature that causes their souls to be cluttered with evil. Love is a truly life altering experience that others who are not fortunate enough to share in their lives seemingly enjoy bashing and belitte in the attempt a curing their own lack of love in their own lives by ruining another. The act of kissing for unspoken reasons, dancing in the kitchen eating chips in bed, footsies, hand holding and the million other human ways of expressing affection are the stuff dreams are made of and life is worthy of living over.
If you truly use your mind to think of the "why" others would berate those in love, you will come to find the answer is simply ugly negativity spawned from jealousy of not having that type of relationship goal achievement in their own lives. With all of this said, I will end this writing, our first #SundayMorningCoffee with a simple thought that I have used many times in a surprising but true manner by quoting of all things, the bible for divine inspiration:
4 Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant 5 or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful;[a] 6 it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. 7 Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. So in the end, Love, true love, the kind we all would search for an enormous responsibility and hard to retain. If you are lucky enough to love and be loved in a healthy and fulfilling manner, just understand that finding joy in a lovers joy at your love for them is not "simp-ing" but rather a gift from the universe that you must earn, respect and do your dam-nest to keep. Receiving joy from another happiness is not a weakness but a truly mature stance that only adults who understand how short life is and how precious moments are will comprehend and truly understand. Be proud of who you are, what you have and respect the journey.
I think we can all agree upon the fact that some usage of the slang term "simp" is simply youthful ignorance trying to play child games to find a superiority out of their on inferiority in our society. That should make you smile at this writing, sip your coffee and feel your heart warm at the thought that "word-salad" and weak games are for children and real love is a life force beyond anything their tiny minds will understand. A piece of advice, next time you find yourself in the position of being called a "simp" for having a good heart just remember this:
Sticks and Stones may break our Bones but ignorance and true love is a thing that will always escape such individuals. Be grateful to the universe you understand the beauty of love. The only simp's in the world are those with weak intentions and small minds. It's cute really, so just laugh and keep on loving your lover like there is no tomorrow,
..and too those youngsters we will say this: Silly Rabbit's "simpin' and insecurity is for kids!
I just wanted to take a moment to thank you all for the #love & #support you constantly lend to me. I appreciate you in so many ways. I truly want to begin building my #YouTube #channel & #music and you can help me with that. Simply #repost my playlist on your #channel or #socialmedia and tell everyone in your circle to do the same. You will be amazed at how much this helps.
Here is the link: http://bit.ly/2vHcl5C
#TY I appreciate you and Let's have the best day we can have!
Beyond the fact that I was born in the city and moved to the country and raised on a farm where work was the central focus of life while growing up, many of you know my youthful vigor was spent causing chaos which I never fully grow from. However, beyond my #countrymusic and #rocker roots, I see #OUTLAWCOUNTRY as more than a sound. It is musicians who stand up for #indieartist thinking and try to retain creativity in an industry saturated with cookie cutter artists who all fall under the age of 12 and have a look/sound produced by the money spent on them up front.
Don't get me wrong. I love the industry, and all the trimmings. However, the #OUTLAWCOUNTRY spirit does run deep in me, and I have been labeled a "troublemaker" within' the circles of mass produced music in the past because I simply didn't take $200,000 to act like something I am not.
I loved this articel so much that I am breaking my silence and speaking out. Not as a victim or bruised ego, but rather, as someone who loves music, and how it heals souls when it comes from the #heart
I love #OUTLAWCOUNTRY because you can be the person you truly are
Most of all, I love #OUTLAWCOUNTRY because an old trouble-maker like myself still can have a place to play his ole' guitar, make some noise and have some fun.
This article really did frame a few beliefs I hold very well, so much in fact, I break my silence to say that you should read it today.
Ride or Die,
Click below and check it out now.
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Personal growth. Today. Carpe diem.
Growth will always feel uncomfortable. It’s taken me a few years. I have a lot further to go. To fully embrace myself, for everything I am, inside and out. Letting go of what people expect me to be and standing strong against societies pre conceived notions of what I should be. I have made many changes to my lifestyle over these past few years and I’m slowly reaching my 1st year of being fully sober. It’s been the most incredible journey that has helped me grow in so many ways, I would most definitely like to do a video soon and share with you all why I chose to no longer drink alcohol. Until then the biggest message I want to spread is be fully authentic, don’t allow other people’s ideas of what you should be steer you. That is being your own person. That is finding you’re own personal growth. That is truly #outlaw #DiaryOfAnOutlaw #rise ☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️
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The BLOG is BACK SO is THE inappropriate MAYHEM! (18+ ONLY).
Young artist always asked when I was on tour what the best piece of advice I had for them in trying to become a #ROCKSTAR In the wake of this question, I created a #blog called "So you wanna be a ROCKSTAR" that had the potential to help others and become quite popular but I abandon it because duty in life did call. After many of the trials I had to endure in my return to Rock N Roll, there is one thing that stood out beyond the rest and seems befitting to restart this writing of advice out with. When you get past the guitars, 4-4 drum beats and self-loathing, it becomes clear in the quest to become a ROCKSTAR of sorts, THE most important thing about being a Rock Artist is knowing who you truly f#cking are and being able to convey that to the people who love you through the distortion.
In all of my years of creating this loud art form, the one thing I never took for granted was/is people who have shared their time with me and truly do love to ROCK. As i have stated prior, I started this blog out long ago and I really loved it's potential to help other young artists on a larger plain. In the years following, tons and tons of social outlets have whored the idea and made splinter shows and periodicals. So many thoughts have swirled around about the topic and whether Rock N Roll is dead. Well, leave it to my ROCKER attitude, I say fuck em all. I have the answers they all bullshit around. There is one thing that will always stand true, being a real ROCKSTAR is not some whiny bitch-fest laden, self absorbed, self promotion job for the weak to merely become "internet famous" and fuck everyone along the way.
I puke at looking over the toxic wasteland of psudo-artists who get a tattoo, play distortion and immediately classify themselves as "rockers" (puke, puke, puke). There are too many musicians who take advantage of the love that rock fans share to bolster their career. Make no mistake, we are all in it to rock the masses but c'mon people, you berated John Bon Jovi for being "attractive" yet, nowadays, shitty strippers with bad voices can get a million followers by showing their tits. Cool, but give Bon Jovi some credit, dude had talent.
REAL rockers are actually here for the fans, the music and therepy. The truth is, we can only find truth in one thing: creating moments of music that others can escape through and adoring those people for listening. Period. Fuck everything else.
The biggest mistake an artist can make is taking "fans" or unconditional love for granted. The way that I see it, working class people work their asses off all week, if someone can make a song to help take the pain away and bring a smile to their faces, that is what Rock N Roll is truly about. Fuck yes!
Many people do not understand what Rock truly is. It is not being the loudest or the baddest or the richest. It is not a pair of shoes or the most expensive guitars or getting signed to a label. Although all of those things are nice, it is not what keeps the metronome of the beating heart that is Rock N Roll.
Rock is an attitude. It's edgy, it takes risk and no prisoners. There is no true formula to the music other than debotchy and ROCK WILL NEVER DIE, make sure you take note of this. If you just got dumped by your girlfriend, write a song about it. If you are on drugs, write a song about it. If you just got fucked over by the government, write a song about. No holding back. No hiding words or bullshitting around. Rock is edgy, Rock is dangerous but most of all, Rock is the gun that everyone stands down the barrel from and for the correct artist, at the correct moment, with the right song, you will love when they pull the trigger and blow your mind.
I am writing this blog to begin a new chapter. The one that states, it is time to rock, I hope you are ready and for the record, this is what I think of negative bullshit: If you don't think I should write a love song, then f-you. If you don't think I should write a metal song then f-you. I don't really care what the conventional mainstream says, I was always a rocker and even if I die out with the breed, I'm good holding the flag up high until the end. So, you wanna be a ROCKSTAR?
Well, then stop listening to bitchy people try to catagorize what it is your music is about and when they say it isn't pop enough or heavy enough or "old sounding", just remember this: A great song is great, no matter time, space or whatever anyone says. To be honest, good music, regardless of genre is very rockin' indeed, so, fuck those m*therf*ckers.
Included in this #blog re-launch is my example of what a rock band is. My choice (without a doubt) for this first edition is Velvet Revolver who not only stood so badass for ROCK but the LA rock scene as well. In their short time in existence, the group was simply EPIC rockers of attitude and internal demons. RIP Scott, you will always be loved. Watch the video/documentary called: "The Rise of Velvet Revolver" I have on my channel.
Good luck Rockstars and until next week, do everything I would do and just make sure to call somebody to bail you out of jail Monday Morning...
Love & Spanks,
Your strength comes from your toughest moments. Sometimes you don’t even know it is there until it is all you have left. There’s something so resilient in all of us that despite the turmoil our hearts may encounter we will always find the courage and hope deep down inside. We collect it all together and come back stronger and wiser than we were before, our hearts may be covered in many scars but they will always keep beating and believing in a greater love.
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Kindness. May we all practice it, understand it, give it and receive it. Everyone is on their own personal journey, you cannot interrupt that, all you can do is give a bit of you to each given situation you encounter. Please always remember that your kind gesture or words could make someone’s awful day that little bit better and who knows maybe it will make you feel a little better too. You never know when someone else can you say kind thought, action, or even words. The world can always use a little more kindness. Start the trend today…. #fallenangelrising #follow
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The universe has mysterious ways of working, it will test you, reward you and force you to learn. Everything that crosses your path is meant for you, for many reasons. You must find gratitude for all of these moments, for they hold great value and understanding. As I approach my own reinvention with the premiere of my #newwebsite and new material tomorrow @ 6pm, I am reminded the trials and tribulations I have been put through brought me to this place in my life and I am so very grateful for every beautiful scar I have and lesson I have learned. I am also grateful for the people I love and friends like all of you. I have been #blessed and there is not a moment in this lifetime that I taken for granted the opportunities I have been given or the platform to help others that I am blessed with. Thank you all. I love you. 😎Follow me @ www.fallenangelrising.com starting tomorrow @ 6pm EST. #fallenangelrising .
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Thought of the day: Just be you.
The power of authenticity is remarkable. I want to take this opportunity to thank each and everyone of you who has supported me being myself, it’s so easy to become caught up in social media but with guidance from within and progressing on the path of self love I have shown you all the real me. My words are from my heart and my experiences that you have all been supportive and understanding of. I encourage all of you to just be yourself, there’s so much beauty locked within everything the eye cannot see. Show your scars proudly. Just be you and let the world see you shine.
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No matter how big or small a problem may seem to others there is nothing more important than how it made you feel, how it affected you and how your trying to grow from it. Never allow anyone to make you feel as though your thoughts and feelings are invalid and unworthy. Some people can feel as though they are climbing a mountain while others assume it’s just a hill. Be kind, we are all fighting a number of battles, but we are all unique and all battle and cope in different ways. Be true to yourself and allow your soul room to grow. Healthy living is more than just how you eat, it’s how you think as well, remember that.
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